Dear Fierce Force💃,
Inspired by my FaceTime call, my imagination, and my dreams. Affirmed to me by Joel Leon. ‘s words and photos. By FF.
Dear Fierce Force,
You looked so beautiful tonight on FaceTime with your hair all messy and laying around your face while you played with it.
You looked so cute when you listened to with doubtful eyes that raised many times which made me chuckle to myself.
I appreciated that you listened to me tell my long drawn out story of yesterday #travelfuckupnightmare
Thank for that my love, truly. And then, it was time for you to speak your truth. And speak your truth you did. And yes of course it was annoying. But it was also kind of hott. Because I love when you get riled up! And I know you really are irritated and I know after 36 hours you had to let that out. I also knew it was coming because my horoscope warned me. No, like on the reals! So I had to embrace it. If I could have jumped through the phone I would have and then tackled you and planted a mega long lasting kiss on those lips! I would have whispered in your ear, “linda”, lo siento.”
Here is the thing, in a few days I’ll look back and say to myself “Ya know? She is right. She loves me so much, unconditionally.” And I know it because not only do you say it Fierce Force, you write it too, from the heart, with love. Raw love. All in love. Unconditional love. I fucked up some, I was being selfish in my own little young 30's cocoon raging with my London homies and those hottie babes dancing. I didn’t think about your 40 something triggers or concerns. But I should of because the effort isn’t that hard ya know? I should have stepped up. It’s so easy to make you happy and appreciated Fierce Force! Yup, in a couple of days that will all sink in and I love you for that. And I will tell you. I promise.
I cannot wait to reconnect with you in person. I cannot wait to wake up in that safe place side spooning you, head laying on your bosom and draped around you. Love me baby. Thank you for accepting me and my crazy. I’m learning.
You are the Queen. I bow to you. I embrace you. I learn from you. I appreciate you. I love you.
I love you!
Love always, the Latino Lover
(A Fantasy Letter)
By Fierce Force💃
